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[illuminatings]

...I suddenly should be glad that I'm forced to lay down in a bed, huh?

'Sides, I don't got any crushes here, so why the hell is it tellin' me to get it on with others? Seriously, man, seriously.

We know you have some love in there.

SHUT UP! NO, I DON'T!

You do~.

...wonder if stabbin' the things will help.

Comments

[soul-on-light.livejournal.com]

My sword!

[stray-badluck.livejournal.com]

...You have a sword with you?

[soul-on-light.livejournal.com]

And a skateboard!

[stray-badluck.livejournal.com]

I thought you said you had to stay in bed...

[soul-on-light.livejournal.com]

...eheh... What's so bad about gettin' up and movin' around?

[stray-badluck.livejournal.com]

Depends why you were in bed to begin with.

[soul-on-light.livejournal.com]

Friendly fire gone wrong.

[stray-badluck.livejournal.com]

Oh...

[soul-on-light.livejournal.com]

I...could tell you what happened, Train.

[stray-badluck.livejournal.com]

You don't have to if you don't want to, Hoshi.

[locked]

[soul-on-light.livejournal.com]

Under here 's where I'm most comfortable.

[locked]

[stray-badluck.livejournal.com]

...Is this more a "you want to tell me" thing or some such?

Re: [locked]

[soul-on-light.livejournal.com]

Yeah.

[locked]

[stray-badluck.livejournal.com]

Well if you WANT to, I can't stop ya'. Go ahead and spill if it'll make you feel better...

Re: [locked]

[soul-on-light.livejournal.com]

Well, I had a normal childhood growing up and all that good stuff, up until I was six years old. My grandfather was stricken ill with a disease and my family always took care of him. You see, my grandfather is the one who began my shaman training in the first place and told me a lot of good things, like I'd be the leader of my village some day. So, it was up to my cousin to continue with my training.

So, a year later, I got to manage my first oversoul and it felt amazing, but on that same following night, I heard screams come from my village's gates when I was doing my nightly rounds. There I saw someone who was holding his spear up to some kids. He kept on asking if I lived here and eventually, I told him that I did live there.

...and so, that spiraled into me fighting against him...and...

[locked]

[stray-badluck.livejournal.com]

...And what? You lost?

Re: [locked]

[soul-on-light.livejournal.com]

Well...he was fairly bruised and cut up, but after he flung me into trees and all that fun stuff, so was I. He...well, while I had my back turned, he played dirty and fired an attack directly at my back...

All I remember from the attack was that it hurt and that I never wanted to experience that pain again. I... Well...I finished him off and he went away. I then crawled my way back to my village and passed out after that.

Then the next I remember is waking up in a hospital room, by myself, and connected to lots of stuff.

[locked]

[stray-badluck.livejournal.com]

...Then what happened this time? Relapse?

Re: [locked]

[soul-on-light.livejournal.com]

No. Just a blade got caught in the wrong direction.

[locked]

[stray-badluck.livejournal.com]

Then I got story time for free?

Re: [locked]

[soul-on-light.livejournal.com]

Well, the bastard who did this made me think that I was weak.

[locked]

[stray-badluck.livejournal.com]

Again with the weak thing. Hoshi you're really annoying when you worry about physical strength.

You won over that arse that put you in the hospital the first time, it doesn't matter if you get hurt or whatever- you're still strong! You're only weak if you think you are. So stop thinking.

Re: [locked]

[soul-on-light.livejournal.com]

...sorry?

Yeah, I am strong. Just that was the first time I came close to death.

Re: [locked]

[stray-badluck.livejournal.com]

So? It's in the past. Don't dwell on it. What's happens happened.

Re: [locked]

[soul-on-light.livejournal.com]

...You're right, Train.

Thanks.