illuminatings | Entries tagged with sad thoughts

If people have been wondering where I've been, I've been out doing a pilgrimage of some kind to get my thoughts even and all that junk.

Um, Hana? Can we talk soon?

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Looks like he was sent home. At least he's in a safer place now.

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Nngh... I still have to save Shichiyou. This has gone on for too long.

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He'll forgive me, won't he? He'll be happier, right?

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No, Hoshi, that's wishful thinking.

So, then why haven't I just got it over and done with? Am I scared of what may result from it?

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That's silly. I've come this far, haven't I? I can't just throw in the towel this early. I've got to see this whole thing through.

Grandfather, my family... I will save him. I just... I have to. It's my duty as the Light.

Seems a lot easier said than done, huh...?

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...Mm.

I really shouldn't be up this late at night thinking, but...

Perhaps I was too harsh on Jinx? I mean, she did want to help and I just flew off the handle... But, Hao is a threat as well as Darkness, and yet, I just...completely lost my temper at her and I said nothing, not even a "sorry"... I just blew her off as if things were going to be taken care of, and yet she did want to help us with our mission, if you can call it that.

Although, she really shouldn't have thought that a full frontal assault would work. I mean, there is Hao who controls the Spirit of Fire and then there's Darkness with his spirit and his attacks...

Or maybe it's because we all aren't together...? Man, I dunno.

Eh, I'll probably feel better in the morning, knowing me, but it still kinda hurts.

( OOC: The most important people to Hoshi are probably Takato, Yuka, Yoh, Anna...basically anyone she's really opened up to. )