52 -- [locked from hostiles; locked from Anna- audio]

[illuminatings]

( OOC: Dated after Hoshi saw Hana's post. )

*No sound for a while.*

...
...
...
W-What d-did... I do...?

Ugh... I... I feel impure...

I feel u-unclean.

...
Hana...
Hana!

...oh, god dammit. Dammit, dammit...!

*sound of sobbing.*

...I... am nothing more than some w-wh...

"Hoshi-dono, perhaps he misunderstood?"

S-Shut up, Reiko! Just shut up!

"...If that is what you wish, Hoshi-dono."

...Nothing I can do... can atone for this...

Hana shouldn't have witnessed that...

...I'll have to distance myself from people for a long while... That's it, I'll go live somewhere on my own so that this kind of stuff doesn't happen anymore...

"Hoshi-dono, please reconsider your options!"

SHUT UP, REIKO!

Comments

[asakura-flower.livejournal.com]

Oh... Hello, Hoshi-san.

[soul-on-light.livejournal.com]

...hello...

[asakura-flower.livejournal.com]

Are you... erm... feeling any better?

[soul-on-light.livejournal.com]

...From my c-cold, yes, but...

I... I don't know.

[asakura-flower.livejournal.com]

Well... er... maybe you should talk to someone about it... or something?

[soul-on-light.livejournal.com]

T-The only one I can talk about it... would rationalize...

What have I done...

[asakura-flower.livejournal.com]

O-oh? And who would that be Hoshi-san? ^^;;

[locked][text because if she was talking she'd be yelling]

[badluckbabe.livejournal.com]

Hoshi knock it off. It's a virus, it's not your fault.

Re: [locked]

[soul-on-light.livejournal.com]

...

Shows how much you know...

Re: [locked]

[badluckbabe.livejournal.com]

oh come on stupid, You already loved Anna so it's not surprising...I mean you didn't pounce on me so that's gotta count for something.

...

Everyone still loves you stupid girl, you didn't do anything wrong.

Re: [locked]

[soul-on-light.livejournal.com]

...

I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG?! I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG?!

I SLEPT WITH MY YOUNGER SISTER, OF COURSE I DID SOMETHING WRONG!

Re: [locked]

[badluckbabe.livejournal.com]

...

[Audio]

IT WAS A VIRUS YOU STUPID TWIT! YOU COULDN'T HAVE CONTROLLED YOURSELF IF YOU WANTED TO! THE ONLY WAY YOU WOULDN'T HAVE DONE IT IS IF IT HAD BEEN ME!!!

You love her even without the Virus it's only natural you'd gravitate to her in a time of need.

Re: [locked -- audio]

[soul-on-light.livejournal.com]

That doesn't excuse me for doing so in the first place! Whatever this fucking virus is, I should have shown some self restraint!

Don't you know what I've done, Jinx!? I'VE THROWN OUT AN IMPORTANT FAMILY IDEAL... hell, AT LEAST FIVE IMPORTANT FAMILY IDEALS OUT OF THE WINDOW!

AND I'M SUPPOSED TO BE THE LORD OF THEM ALL?! HOW THE HELL DO YOU EXPECT ME TO EXPLAIN ALL OF THIS TO THEM WHEN I GET BACK HOME?!

[goddessprequel.livejournal.com]

If you need a place to stay for a little while, I'll be happy to help out.

Ahh, Hoshi, right? I'm Martel. We met when my brother and I helped Yoh out, remember?

[soul-on-light.livejournal.com]

...got a nature sanctuary, Martel?

...yeah, I remember...

[goddessprequel.livejournal.com]

Not quite, but I would enjoy helping out, if I can. ^^ I'm certain we may be able to find somewhere for you to be alone for a little while in Tetha, too.

[soul-on-light.livejournal.com]

T-Thank you...

[goddessprequel.livejournal.com]

Would you like me to help you move?

[soul-on-light.livejournal.com]

I... g-got it, but t-thanks.

[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

Uhm... I dunno what to do but, uhm, here.

[attached, some of the room full of candy candy for Hoshi]

You shouldn't feel bad, Hoshi.

[soul-on-light.livejournal.com]

I don't know what to do, Crash Man...

[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

Well... uhm, having time to think helped me but, uhm, so did having someone to talk to too.

[soul-on-light.livejournal.com]

...perhaps that may help...

[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

... the worse thing you can do is trying to avoid the people involved, Hoshi.

[soul-on-light.livejournal.com]

...r-really?