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illuminatings) wrote2009-11-05 09:51 pm
illuminatings) wrote2009-11-05 09:51 pm
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...who would have thought that I'd get to this day? It wasn't by my own strength, of course...
Being the High Priestess of the Hikari Village really has helped me, not just physically, but mentally and spiritually. Same as with my friends... Asakura Yoh, Kyoyama-Hikari Anna Horohoro, Tao Ren, Iron Maiden Jeanne, Bokuto no Ryu... everyone. My friends who granted me strength and the power to overcome my obstacles... You truly do have a place in my heart. Each and every single one of you.
My grandfather said one day that I'll become the Lord of the Hikari Village... my family's history showed me being the reincarnation of both Hikari Tsubasa and Hikari Asuka. My grandfather is a wise man. He... He said that I have the heart and the sincerity to be a respectful lord as well as the tenacity and brutality it takes to uphold that position. I believed him and it shaped me into the woman I am today. It took tremendous amounts of strength to overcome the first time I had a scrape with death... and that same strength powers me today.
It's funny, really. I used to be a hotheaded idiot who went into battle blindly without thinking of my opponents' strength beforehand. I even used my biggest attacks without thinking of the consequences... but it was to ensure that people and Digimon would still be continuing to live, as well as to protect my friends and family when I was called to duty.
Mm, perhaps I'm getting sentimental, but...I love each and every one of you. To some, I wish I spent more time with and got to know a little bit better... but I am grateful for each of you that touched my life in your own special way. I did not expect to be shown the hospitality that I was shown when I got injured, when I cried, when I got sick... for each and every single of you that has shown me kindness, I'd like to thank you individually.
Jinx-san, despite all the flirting you did with me, I knew it was to make me feel better about myself and the way you took care of Hana for both my sister and myself was something I hadn't expected. That, and...you're a really good person and someone that I wish I only got to know more of. That is more than enough reason to say that you're truly a good person.
Imouto... You alone have shown me it's okay to be a girl, that it's okay to show my emotions around my friends besides constant happiness and all around dorkish behavior. You gave me the strength to go through with life as someone who's always true to herself. I'm sorry for all the trouble I've caused, and I only hope that we can continue to be sisters, because I don't think I can ever get someone as strong and as tough as nails like you as a sister. Thank you for showing me kindness and compassion as my sister and someone who said it was okay to let my shield down and to show everyone the true Hikari-Kyoyama Hoshi besides the constant happy dork. For that, I cannot thank you enough, but I hope I can show you by proving all the training and dedication you put into my strength and shamanry that I can overcome any obstacle with you by my side, even in spirit.
Yoh... hee, if I didn't meet you, then I'm almost positive that I wouldn't be able to get to this day without your optimism and the sheer fact that what you've been saying that everything will work out in the end, and to this day, I still believe that everything will work out, so I'm not unprepared for this fight. Thank you, Yoh, for showing me that having a positive outlook on life is the way to go.
Hana, my nephew, I love you so much. How you came into my life, even in the Digital World... I'm truly blessed that you're here. Without you, I wouldn't have hunkered down and actually get wiser, mentally and spiritually, about my decisions and how they'd affect me in the long end. Thank you, my nephew. I'll be sure to come back just for you, so that we can have fun!
Though, they'll never hear it, but my strong grandfather, and my mama... on that fateful night, I'm almost positive that without them, I wouldn't be alive today to accomplish this task, and see that I'm ready enough to do this. Thank you for believing in me, my family, and for making sure that I'd be alive today.
My family... I love all of you. I wish I could have done more to help out around the Digital World as well as in your lives, but...worrying about that now seems stupid, doesn't it?
Tomorrow, I'm going to fight Shichiyou with no holes barred. I ask that no one follows me. No DATS, no Digimon, no one.
I have to do this alone. I have to show him that I'm strong, but...
If there's the possibility that I don't come back? I'm leaving the Ame no Murakumo in Anna-imouto's hands. I also will leave any other possessions that I have to my name to my family and friends to split up amongst all of you. There should be enough for everyone to have a share.
[ There's a long sigh, but she quickly hushes it. ]
... all of you are my friends, even if you don't think so due to the decisions and situations I've involved myself in. Every single one of you - Tamer, Digimon - everyone... thank you for touching my life in the ways you have. I've had happy memories to last me a lifetime or more, and to be able to fight alongside a multitude of you... I'm honored. Thank you for giving me the chances you did to prove myself. There's not enough I can say to express my gratitude.
[ She sniffles and her voice cracks slightly. ]
I, Hikari-Kyoyama Hoshi, love and respect each and everyone of you. Please, don't be sad if I die. I'm... I'm accepting it. I'm accepting the fact that I will most likely die in this fight... I-Instead, honor my memory. Honor my name. At least keeping my memory alive... will comfort you, right...?
Although, what the hell am I getting so worked up about? I'll be okay!
Kurayami Shichiyou...
I will save you, and this time, I won't give up.
Being the High Priestess of the Hikari Village really has helped me, not just physically, but mentally and spiritually. Same as with my friends... Asakura Yoh, Kyoyama-Hikari Anna Horohoro, Tao Ren, Iron Maiden Jeanne, Bokuto no Ryu... everyone. My friends who granted me strength and the power to overcome my obstacles... You truly do have a place in my heart. Each and every single one of you.
My grandfather said one day that I'll become the Lord of the Hikari Village... my family's history showed me being the reincarnation of both Hikari Tsubasa and Hikari Asuka. My grandfather is a wise man. He... He said that I have the heart and the sincerity to be a respectful lord as well as the tenacity and brutality it takes to uphold that position. I believed him and it shaped me into the woman I am today. It took tremendous amounts of strength to overcome the first time I had a scrape with death... and that same strength powers me today.
It's funny, really. I used to be a hotheaded idiot who went into battle blindly without thinking of my opponents' strength beforehand. I even used my biggest attacks without thinking of the consequences... but it was to ensure that people and Digimon would still be continuing to live, as well as to protect my friends and family when I was called to duty.
Mm, perhaps I'm getting sentimental, but...I love each and every one of you. To some, I wish I spent more time with and got to know a little bit better... but I am grateful for each of you that touched my life in your own special way. I did not expect to be shown the hospitality that I was shown when I got injured, when I cried, when I got sick... for each and every single of you that has shown me kindness, I'd like to thank you individually.
Jinx-san, despite all the flirting you did with me, I knew it was to make me feel better about myself and the way you took care of Hana for both my sister and myself was something I hadn't expected. That, and...you're a really good person and someone that I wish I only got to know more of. That is more than enough reason to say that you're truly a good person.
Imouto... You alone have shown me it's okay to be a girl, that it's okay to show my emotions around my friends besides constant happiness and all around dorkish behavior. You gave me the strength to go through with life as someone who's always true to herself. I'm sorry for all the trouble I've caused, and I only hope that we can continue to be sisters, because I don't think I can ever get someone as strong and as tough as nails like you as a sister. Thank you for showing me kindness and compassion as my sister and someone who said it was okay to let my shield down and to show everyone the true Hikari-Kyoyama Hoshi besides the constant happy dork. For that, I cannot thank you enough, but I hope I can show you by proving all the training and dedication you put into my strength and shamanry that I can overcome any obstacle with you by my side, even in spirit.
Yoh... hee, if I didn't meet you, then I'm almost positive that I wouldn't be able to get to this day without your optimism and the sheer fact that what you've been saying that everything will work out in the end, and to this day, I still believe that everything will work out, so I'm not unprepared for this fight. Thank you, Yoh, for showing me that having a positive outlook on life is the way to go.
Hana, my nephew, I love you so much. How you came into my life, even in the Digital World... I'm truly blessed that you're here. Without you, I wouldn't have hunkered down and actually get wiser, mentally and spiritually, about my decisions and how they'd affect me in the long end. Thank you, my nephew. I'll be sure to come back just for you, so that we can have fun!
Though, they'll never hear it, but my strong grandfather, and my mama... on that fateful night, I'm almost positive that without them, I wouldn't be alive today to accomplish this task, and see that I'm ready enough to do this. Thank you for believing in me, my family, and for making sure that I'd be alive today.
My family... I love all of you. I wish I could have done more to help out around the Digital World as well as in your lives, but...worrying about that now seems stupid, doesn't it?
Tomorrow, I'm going to fight Shichiyou with no holes barred. I ask that no one follows me. No DATS, no Digimon, no one.
I have to do this alone. I have to show him that I'm strong, but...
If there's the possibility that I don't come back? I'm leaving the Ame no Murakumo in Anna-imouto's hands. I also will leave any other possessions that I have to my name to my family and friends to split up amongst all of you. There should be enough for everyone to have a share.
[ There's a long sigh, but she quickly hushes it. ]
... all of you are my friends, even if you don't think so due to the decisions and situations I've involved myself in. Every single one of you - Tamer, Digimon - everyone... thank you for touching my life in the ways you have. I've had happy memories to last me a lifetime or more, and to be able to fight alongside a multitude of you... I'm honored. Thank you for giving me the chances you did to prove myself. There's not enough I can say to express my gratitude.
[ She sniffles and her voice cracks slightly. ]
I, Hikari-Kyoyama Hoshi, love and respect each and everyone of you. Please, don't be sad if I die. I'm... I'm accepting it. I'm accepting the fact that I will most likely die in this fight... I-Instead, honor my memory. Honor my name. At least keeping my memory alive... will comfort you, right...?
Although, what the hell am I getting so worked up about? I'll be okay!
Kurayami Shichiyou...
I will save you, and this time, I won't give up.
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...going at it alone isn't showing ANYONE that you're strong! You can beg and plead that people not follow you, and some may, but in the end, you want to know what true strength is?
It's in their friends and family.
Hoshi, I'm glad for all the times you came to Karin-chan's side when I or Hay Lin-neesan couldn't, but I swear, if you don't come back...
...if you make Karin-chan cry because another one of her friends is gone?
I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU FOR YOUR SELFISH THINKING.
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After everything we've been through and this is how you're gonna have it go down?
You sound like you've already admitted defeat!
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Give it your all. That's all you can do.
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And now this?
Come on where's that fair?
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[...]
Though, thank you. I promise I'll come back in one piece!
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Mm... I don't know if you believe in something like this, but, in a sense, I'm his angel, sent to heal him when he's hurting, because there has to be at least some good in him. I just have to get it out however I can.
[BRB, BRAIN GOING "... WUT"]
[Location untraceable]
Good riddance.
See ya in hell.
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There are some things one has to do alone. This isn't one of them.
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Stop being a dumbass.
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(like hell she's gonna be put through MORE months of waiting for a loved one to return; Yoh did that enough once already!)
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And of course he didn't tell me, he's so rebellious.
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Stupid woman. Why are you being stupid.